Boredom and Depression

Time is passing so fast. It is not something that can be stopped. It seems to me that it is all that moves, leaving me behind, racing past me. But nothing seems to change… I wake up in the morning, go to school, come home, eat dinner, go to sleep, and the same again the next day. Then I think about the fact that there are numbers of people who do the same thing. That’s right. I’m not the only one who goes through this. But isn’t it tiresome to do things over and over again? I feel like I’m missing something every time. I’m not sure what to do, but I still wonder if this is alright as it is. But when something is ruined or lost, I feel like I would notice how happy daily life could be. Yet the future exists… and people’s worries continue to grow… so do mine. One shouldn’t expect it to be just me who succumbs to these kinds of thoughts. Everyone has them. But most people live their lives without being mindful of these things. That’s why they become lonely, and life becomes monotonous. It gives the impression that everything is all the same and I cannot do something special. No matter how hard I try to do something different, I’m stuck in the beginning. So most of the time, I find myself being drifted away by the waves of time. I get tired, sleepy and weak but surprisingly, I also feel contented at one point or another. The never-ending cycle of all things must be the reason behind every person’s ambivalence toward their direction. And even though something comes to an end, something will definitely start.